WHY H1N1?!?!

WHY H1N1?!?!

I'm so pissed off with this flu.. Now I can't go to Bangkok (Not to say can't but rather not..) Sighs. Why why why :(

Second reason on why I am pissed now is that I just got back from the SJMC Hospital.. and my advice to anyone who plans to go there in the future... DON'T GO THERE! Firstly, it's redonculasly expensive. Secondly, the doctor that saw me was really rude (maybe it's his style) but I did not like him. He snapped at me whenever I was explaining to him how I got my tummy sick, when it happened and how the pain felt.. He would jz suddenly go, "Not the point" and I was left beyond shocked just staring at him not knowing how to react. He never looked at me in the eye when speaking to me and asking me questions. Nothing at all. He was really cold and he did not believe that I was in pain. He said nothing was wrong with me and after hearing the sounds in my tummy, he said I am completely fine -________-" Goodness. If I am fine why am I in pain?! :/ I feel so tak puas that he thinks I am lying or what and that he snaps at me when I'm answering his question. And worst part is.. His so called CONSULTATION costs me rm135. He didn't even see me for more than 10 minutes. Day light robery. Seriously. And whatever he told me.. my doctor in the clinic has already told me.. NOTHING NEW. So erm.. Why did I go to the hospital again? Sigh. All in all I'm just so sick and tired taking medicine that does not work. And I took the step to go to the hospital and this is what I get?

and the third reason on why I am pissed is because I left my status on Facebook saying I was heading to the hospital and that if I were admited please come and visit cause I would be so bored.. And a few people left comments on it asking why do i sound so happy.. and i shouldn't feel happy going to the hospital yada yada. Goodness. On this 6th day of suffering.. I am really trying to keep a positive vibe in me and I got these so called friends mocking my status :/ Unless they want me to sound like.. "Oh my goodness I'm going to die.. Please do come and visit.. Maybe it's the last time you'll see me again.. Anyone got contacts to buy coffin?" Seriously. It just pisses me off.

Wouldn't all this piss you off too? It's on 2.20pm and I'm grumpy already. Grr.